Stepping outside our comfort zones is an arduous task, particularly when it involves confronting our deepest fears. Over the past six years, I have grappled with a fear that was born out of a major surgery that had a visible impact on my face. The thought of being in front of the camera, through photographs or videos, sent shivers down my spine.
However, recent events have meant I had to confront this fear head-on. As the launch of Social KEWS, my storytelling venture, drew near, I found myself in a position where I had to step out of my comfort zone and participate in a photoshoot.
Typically, in the past, I’m the one orchestrating the entire shoot from behind the camera, meticulously arranging everything and providing assistance, even directing the action (I can’t help myself!!). However, the spotlight was on me this time, and I had to take centre stage.
Recognising the Fear: Acknowledging our fears is the first step towards overcoming them. I realised that my fear of being in front of the camera stemmed from the physical aftermath of a significant surgery and a fear of judgment and self-doubt. The thought of exposing myself to the critical gaze of others seemed paralysing. But deep down, I knew that if I wanted to connect with my audience and authentically share my stories, I had to face this fear head-on.
Setting Intentions: Before the photo shoot, I took the time to reflect on my intentions. I reminded myself that vulnerability is a strength, and I hoped to inspire others to embrace their own vulnerabilities. I focused on the purpose behind the photoshoot: to capture the essence of Social KEWS and communicate its vision effectively. Pinterest help a lot too!
Seeking Support: Knowing that I couldn’t conquer this fear alone, I sought the support of a professional photographer who happens to be my ex-boss! He completely understood my apprehensions. Martin’s expertise, empathy and understanding created a safe space where I could gradually build my confidence. I instantly realised I am much happier outside in the fresh air than inside the constraints of a studio!
Embracing the Experience: On the day of the photoshoot, I took a deep breath and embraced the experience. Instead of worrying about looking perfect, I focused on being present and in the moment, and I let go of self-judgment. I trusted that Martin would capture the essence of who I am.
Celebrating Progress: Looking back at the photos from the shoot, I was amazed at my progress. While I still felt a hint of vulnerability, I also saw a newfound confidence. It was a testament to the power of facing our fears and stepping outside our comfort zones.
Conquering my fear of being in front of the camera has been a liberating and empowering experience. I know that through my job, it’s in our willingness to expose our imperfections that we create genuine connections with others.
As I embark on this exciting chapter with Social KEWS, I am grateful for the courage to face my fear and excited to share my (and my clients) stories with the world unapologetically and authentically. I encourage you to confront your fears and embrace vulnerability.
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